Turning Five

August 11, 2011

Jessie, Parenting

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My Dear Little Buggy B,

In just over a week you will be turning FIVE.  And I marvel at your life.

I marvel over your every breath and at how you have grown.  I marvel over how you move, play, sing, speak, laugh, jump, run, cry, and even sleep.  I marvel at your life because you have been given life—a beautiful, wonderful life—a life that God is allowing to unfold before my eyes.

But I also marvel at your life because of who you are, because of who you are becoming.  I marvel at the actual girl that is unfolding each day before my eyes.

You are such a joy and delight, Jessie-Girl.  Your eyes glisten with innocence and wonder, your words are seasoned with kindness, your heart is full of compassion, your touch is gentle, your mind is quick and astute, and your soul is mature beyond your years.

I am so incredibly proud of you.

When you were first born, I was scared to have a little girl.  I was scared that you would be everything I am not—girly, dramatic, interested in dolls, clothes, princesses, dancing, and all things pink; I feared you would draw me into a world I did not know.   And sure enough, you are sugar and spice and everything nice.  Though you regularly remind me that I am a little “plain,” you have sweetly lead me to embrace all that is frilly, fancy, and fine.

And you have also led me to embrace joy.  When all I could see is sorrow, one glance into your eyes revealed the most profound joy.  You have unknowingly helped me to keep going.  Unlike most other children your age, you have had to watch your mommy and daddy grieve during the most formative years of your life, but you have been the greatest gift God has given us to endure and persevere.

Therein lies my prayer for you in this next phase of life…that you would develop endurance and perseverance.  May lasting strength rise within you as you learn to discipline yourself and work hard when things don’t come easily or are not as you would expect.  I trust God will continue to take hold of your life in a profound and compelling way while surrounding you with caring friends and mentors who can help sharpen and inspire you…

Just as you sharpen and inspire me.  You are sensitive, obedient, generous, skilled, unique, forgiving, creative, and thoughtful.  You have challenged me to grow in these ways as we have been almost inseparable these last five years.  You’ve been my little side-kick.

But turning five is a huge milestone that brings with it a new independence as you will be starting school for the first time.  I long to protect you, guard you, and shield you from the ills of this world, but I know this is the first big step in holding you with open arms, arms that are raised in surrender to our Heavenly Father.

I love you, Jessie-Girl.  I love you so much!  I love you more than the air I breathe.  Thank you for being such a blessing and gift to your dad and me!

With all my heart,
Mommy

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4 Comments on “Turning Five”

  1. Jean and Gary Says:

    Oh Christina~Jessie has grown up so fast…right before our eyes.She has touched my life and Garys so many times…just as Jud did. When I looked at this picture, I thought…is that Jessie? She looks so grown up in so many ways.I marvel at the way you are raising her….and I\’m sure God does also. May every day of the rest of her life be filled with the JOY that she has given to so many.Happy Birthday Jessie~Girl!!!!!
    We love you~
    Jean and Gary
    xoxoxoxox

  2. Jenn Says:

    Hi Christina, I wanted to wish Jessie a very Happy 5th Birthday, i was soooo blessed to meet and play with her at Kids Kamp at the Symposium this yr=) Such a sweet girl, God Bless!

  3. Sandy Mitchell Says:

    Happy Birthday sweet Jessie girl! You are beautiful inside and out! Sending lots of love!!

    The Mitchell Family

  4. Dawn Mills Says:

    You brought tears to my eyes. Happy Birthday, Jessie Girl!!!!! Love you all…
    Dawn

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